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He Is The Lie
Today is the day of my birth. A day I rarely have anything to look forward to. A day that marks the end of one life and the beginning of another. I wonder briefly if I was able to form the conjuration well enough to survive the new moon that seals the chapter of Libra I have manifested to mark this transition of worlds ( Read more... ) -
Celtic Sunshine
Today We return to the mountain. Perhaps I am not alone, though my heart still aches like I am. Though, if everyone around me is able to smile, so am I ( Read more... ) -
Dragon's Blood and Magik
I begin the ritual to return to the world in which my physical body resides. The demon goddess gazes at me, proud of my accomplishments and hisses a final uttering of "Arrah Morta." The figure in the mirror returns to being my own image again. I appear tired, drained and nearly dead to the world. If it weren't for my own twisted smile I had ( Read more... ) -
A Moment Of Art
I watch over the bird as she rests and calms Her soul. Her emotions seemingly consumed within the crimson storm ( Read more... ) -
A Bird With A Broken Wing
As I watch the bird fly through the night sky in my mind, I hear Her call out to me for help as she begins to fall. As she begins to fall from the night sky, a trail of crimson feathers can now be seen falling slowly behind Her form. My senses snappen, my focus heightens, and my fear for Her safety exceeds my normal thresholds. I take off ( Read more... ) -
She Is The Truth
Today is Natsumi's birthday. That is despairing thought in the back of my skull, as I stare deep into the crimson memory of my twisted past. Without fear, I move deeper into the reach of the crimson aura, and allow it to consume me entirely. Within the crimson storm, I reluctantly share my deepest and darkest secret. The pain is intense, but I ( Read more... ) -
Hunt For The Purest Blood Red
Laughter ensues, pain glances off like arrows against a stone wall, and my eyes burn silver. Contrary to previous experience, I find my way through the storm of emotions and colors with ease, determination, and without confusion. I take this moment to take a deep breath and fill my soul with the body of incense rather than the scent of the smoke ( Read more... ) -
The Demon In Me
I turn suddenly to the mirror with my thoughts focused, my heart strong, and my determination unfaultered. I ignore the burning candles, I ignore inhaling the smoking incense, I avoid the sight of the sigil before my eyes, and draw all my attention to the emotion I feel ( Read more... ) -
In A Haze Of Smoke
The answer to my problems again finds itself on the edge of a sword. And it must be walked across delicately. I shall fall from one side if I try and push too hard. I shall fall from the other, should I not try at all. Somewhere in between lies a balance, I am yet uncertain about.
I will ask the wind... though I doubt an answer will come. -
Green Destiny
During my meditation training ( Read more... )