Alrite everything is so wierd right now....everything i want seems to be slipping away. i will all feel that patience is what life revolves around, so im gonna just see what is goin to happen. At some point things will turn around for me ( Read more... )

what am i supposed to do with everything....i get to point where i end up so confused and need to make decisions... that is the worst, i hate makin decisions cause if i make the wrong one then problems start and if i pick the right one then anything is possible. i keep hearin things and i dont know what to believe. i need to start being more ( Read more... )

i've been thinkin about alot lately and i've come to the conclusion that when your patient and have the ability to forgive then your life seems to be so much better(by forgive i dont mean forget)...but the people that dont rush things and are laid back seem to be having more fun and enjoying themselves much more. and the people who are the first ( Read more... )

Alrite its been a few months since i last wrote in here but i think its time that i started wrinting in here again. In the last couple of weeks our school has been faced with a couple of terrible situations. The fist being the loss of stephan mcgowan, son of mrs. mcgowan who is an english teacher at our school. This effected all the students of ( Read more... )

School starts thursday...in a way im excited to go back but im also really dreading it( im not a fan of early mornings) but anyhow soccer is going pretty well for the team that is. i destroyed my ankle on the play day and i havent been able to go all out since. but anyhow...im almost a 100% so i'll be ready to paly cesear rodney on friday. not ( Read more... )

well it looks like i mite make varsity this year which would be tite. but anyhow my summer is basically over so im a little salty. i was thinkin bout it and the only highlite of my summer was the poconos with matt and andy(antwan quit playin.....hahahaha) but anyhow not much has happened recently so i really cant write much more in here ( Read more... )

ok well the poconos was tite with the exception of my brother and andy gettin a little annoying....but thats another story. i had a lot of time to think about stuff on vacation and im still tryin to figure out how to put some of my thoughts into action so any free time i have im usin. i guess i need to start gettin ready for soccer and im hyped ( Read more... )

there goes another weekend without me doin anything....this sux. if people would answer their phones i mite have some plans but that doesnt happen. well im leavin on friday to go to scott's beach and then the poconos so that will be tite. im hopin that this week will be fun cause i only work tuesday and thursday 10-3 so i can do something ( Read more... )

so its been a while but that is beside the point....this really sux. i've been tryin to plan stuff for the past few weeks and nothing ends up goin through so i gotta get hardcore and just do stuff. what is also amazing is my parents are bein cool as shit and lettin me drive bacsically whenever i want so that is tite. and im playin hockey again ( Read more... )

yeah so it's been a while but who cares im writin now. lets see nothin really exciting has happened recently. im still in the same position i have been in for the last couple of weeks there is a new part to it tho.... im stuck at the point where i need to make a decision and im close to a final decision but i cant really be sure until it comes ( Read more... )