i never realized i was so competative and highly motivated. :)

i think i have figured out the method to my madness. revenge is a bitch. now lets just see if i actually try to change things. i probably should, but sometimes its just too much fun.

Halloween party october 21. let me know if your coming

why are men such dogs? all they think about is one thing and they only think with one thing. i feel like such shit. i don't get it i really don't understand. i fucking hate liars. there is nothing more in the world that i hate. i have been surrounded by liars all my life, i definately don't need to choose to be around liars. why can't people just ( Read more... )

now i remember why i don't like being around people. and why i don't let myself get to close. because when i do its a fucking slap in the face.

well i guess its been a good birthday. i said i wanted to be alone and i was in boston. i was working but at least i did have some time to myself. birthdays/celebrations of birthdays are always shit. i give up. 19 is a stupid age anyway. now ive got to go do eighty piles of laundry

can't wait for wednesday and thursday!! not. i just closed filenes, am opening starbucks, then closing filenes, then opening starbucks. good thing we don't need money to function as a society.

question
what do you do when your fed up of life?
when nothing makes you happy?
faking it is too much work.
What do you do when all your doing is existing, not living?

p/s/ im a little drunk. ahh ramblings of a drunk mind

yay michelse is awesome!!! i have a surprise paty with a few cool eople. awesome. nicest thing anybody had done for me ain in a long time. also, totally dsmashed right now. michels is a good time. yay!

awesome thursday. got totally stoned and went to bed at 4 am. the best part was when i bought an apple at the 24 hour tedeschi's took 4 bites, decided i didn't want it and threw it on the ground at britts feet, only for her to pick it up and throw it at brian, after we escaped the robber five or so houses down robbing a house but barely moving from ( Read more... )