I hate my life right now, I truly do. I gave up great plans for spring break so I could be with my girl, and all of a sudden it's done. And I lost some of my closest friends over this. Why is it that I pick the worst and the craziest girls? I'm so fucking sick of this shit, it's not even worth it.

Broke up with another girl today. Sometimes life is a bitch, for real. I actually really liked this one. The problem was though, she wanted to change who I was. That's something I will never do for anybody.

I'm staying in the old city of Jerusalem now, up until Sunday with a free place to stay, by kind religious Jews eager to do a mitzvah. Many of my meals are free too, whenever I want at a yeshiva, with actual real food, not crappy kibbutz food. The only thing about that is that I feel guilty eating and not attending religous discussions in the ( Read more... )

I've finally decided to use my vacation from the kibbutz. I set out yesterday for Caesarea, the once-Roman capital of Judea. It is an amazingly beautiful place, with ruins everywhere. Looking at Herod's hippodrome, you can just picture the Roman bastards that used to sit in its seats cheering the horse and chariot races. The ruins of a synogogue in ( Read more... )

Every now and then I walk out of the kibbutz into the desert, and then sit down there and think. This is what I'll miss most about the kibbutz.

I'm now working on a kibbutz half an hour south of Be'er Sheva called "Revivim," located in the desert and surrounded by Bedouin encampments. Kibbutz life is rough, but I do think it's an important experience that builds you ( Read more... )

On a better note, my friend back in Minnesota, Roy Fry-Harding, aka "Massicka," has finally signed with a label and is going around performing now. He has a record in the works called "the Darker Side of the Light," due out in August, so all you rap fans out there watch out for it!

Well, after flying to New York, spending the night there, taking a bus to Amherst, Massachusettes, spending three nights there, taking a bus back to New York, spending the night there, taking a plane to Mytle Beach, South Carolina, spending three nights there, taking a plane back to Atlanta and then New York and then to Tel Aviv, I'm back in Israel ( Read more... )

If I were a movie critic, this is what I would write ( Read more... )

I figured that since my last two entries emphasized on what I don't like about Israel, it's only fair to have an entry on what I love about Israel, which totally outweighs what I don't like. here's the list ( Read more... )