every time i climb out of the hole, i fall right back in.

i wish i had someone with some real intellect to confide in. my mind is going crazy.

still trying to get another parts job lined up. found a management position open at a carquest in brandon. i'm going to call my old managers and the district managers i know and see if they can pull for me. i've alrady interviewed for my own store a while ago but hadn't been with the company long enough. i'd be looking at about 1K a week with ( Read more... )

i cannot wait to get the fuck out of here and forget every single one of you pieces of shit.

don't ever tell me you're going to do something if you have absolutely no intentions of following through.

 been a few weeks since i got laid off and it still sucks. hey, why not stack that on the pile of shit already plaguing my brain? i'm wanting/trying to get something lined up in chicago and just get away from everything. 

i'm dying for some change. on the edge of a nervous breakdown.

being 21 feels the same as being 20 except it's just a little more convenient to get schwasted.

what happened to everyone?

supposedly i should be transferring to the lakeland store by the end of the month ( Read more... )

i don't ever really know what to put in here anymore. i've just been working a lot. my manager told me he got some reports from corporate on what they actually look at performance wise and i'm the heaviest hitter in the store. when i'm not working i don't really do anything. i did meet a really awesome chick named shayna and we've been hanging out ( Read more... )

same shit, different smell.

that about sums it up.