what if you'll never be clean again?

it's amazing how you fall into those emotional cliches that you thought you were way above, or just extremely wary of. here it is, the night before your high school graduation, and things have timed themselves just exactly right to leave you sitting there with this stupid look on your face practically shouting, "what the fuck do i want?" "am i a ( Read more... )

so...haven't written in this in awhile...wasn't sure if i was going to...at least not for an even longer while. but tonight was an interesting thing. tonight was the green day concert (to which i had bought julie tickets for her birthday). and yeah it was what we would call really fucking good...i mean green day man. the show involved billy joe ( Read more... )

this guy bought a book today at work. i asked him if he wanted a bag and he said, "no thanks. save a plastic tree."

an eventful weekend. prom was last night, and went quite well. as expected, alex and i proceeded to poke fun at the odd practice of fondue and weird wax figures in pirate suits (at dante's, including mr. ian mckellan and mark twain). on the party bus someone asked him a question, then said "sorry...i just haven't heard you speak all night, and i ( Read more... )

man. good to be feeling. period. i was driving yesterday and all of a sudden it hit me that the past four years really will come to this terminable sum, where we all will have this blanket view of what has happened, and forget the exact feel of sticking a head out the window of a friend's car, the getting ready process before an uneventful yet ( Read more... )

so yeah. today...went to the last nyu thing before orientation...pretty much the same stuff they always say at these mofos, but for some odd reason the kids were less interested and the parents were more pushy (if that's even possible. one guy actually asked a speaker (who happened to be the parent of an nyu student), "so...how did you feel on ( Read more... )

grrrr. yeah. haven't written in a little bit, and i probably won't now. just checkin in and saying that i have no idea what's going on with you guys (well, except for seeing most of you at school and all). and you know why i don't know what's going on? because the livejournal server is a moody little bitch, that's why. well...don't know when ( Read more... )

got back from savannah/athens today. much fun was had, general happy-go-luckitude experienced. we went out to the beach very very late at night, and although we didn't get to see the damn sunrise we'd been waiting for (seven days! stefanie said) the air and sprawl of perfect packing sand were pretty sublime. tybee island has these crazy sandbars ( Read more... )

ahh the sluggish resurrection after death by vodka. last night got pretty ugly. munchkin and friends sure know how to party. had fun and all...good people and such, but the wee jane must adhere to her limits. but in other news...the folks got back today, thereby ending my foray into the wacky world of independent livin. bummer. and to think ( Read more... )