i'm having a moment right now. and i just wish you were here to tell me its ok. i'm so scared of whats to come. i am trying to be strong, but i find that in the moments by myself i just fall apart. i fall to knees and just cry.. and tonight there was no one there to pick me up.. to hug me or hold me.

Happy Easter kids!

Its so weird a year ago right now i was working at good ole jumbo and jenny just got home from indiana lol.. seeing this one boy. ( jennnn just think about our road trip and what you were saying on the way home hahaha) hmm anyways.. its been a long time since i wrote in this thing. nothing has really changed.. i just cant wait ( Read more... )

i know i know its been awhile ( Read more... )

and i have my psych midterm today.. actually in about 45 min. i need something to wake me up hmm.. well the real point of this entry was to tell john thank you..... he changed my oil for me, rotated my tires and made sure they had enough air, then to top it off he washed it. what a wonderful boy huh.. yeah i love him.

Have a good day !

JEN - I loved our "checker" activites

i was just woke up from my nap by buster jumping on my bed and attempting to give me a bath with his oversized tounge. i missed him too, but i am not gonna lie i was a little upset about this. on a lighter note its my moms birthday and we're going bowling tonight. i think callesen might go, that is if i can talk her into it.. last night was more ( Read more... )

buster started his diet today, and you wont believe what this asshole did. he must be pissed because he def ate my moms diamond necklace haha weeeird ( Read more... )

last night was grand. the jennys and i sat down for some good old bonding time and then it got turned into a mini power hour.. weird how that happened, and weird how i said "yeah" to jenny. hmm they know. after that we headed over to thornridge where andrea was! along with some other people.. there was def some  high school action going on.. the ( Read more... )

you guys should be proud....i got to take my very first impression today on a patient.. yayyy :) it was very exciting for me. i did a pretty good job too so that was exciting.

jenny got her hair done today and i havent had a chance to see it however i'm sure it looks spectacular. OMG today at school i was walking to my class and out of the corner ( Read more... )

this was the absolute best valentines day ever. i didnt think it was possible for two people to be so perfect for each other.. but it very much is. i am begining to understand the true meaning of love. no one can really understand the kind of relationship that john and i have and thats what makes it even more special.. we know how it is and thats ( Read more... )