I can't get this one guy out of my head. I'm not sure why. I can't stop smiling, though, whenever I think about him. He seems so perfect...but I shouldn't be thinking about him...its not like it's gonna go anywhere ( Read more... )

Today I asked Dr. Haggerty if I could take an independent study with her next semester, and she said that she is "really excited at the opportunity to work with me" because I have a "bright future in acting". I almost crapped my pants. I just love that woman. She is so professional, and knows so much about the 'biz. I have learned SO much from her ( Read more... )

I have a question for all of the few and the proud that read my ramblings!

I'm not sure why I thought of this, but would you rather live with rage and anger, OR unbridled guilt and shame?

I'm curious to know what you think!

My name is Jilian, and I have lost my mind.

Katie I need you home now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, today I'm going to Garlock before class, and i swipe my card and the lady sitting there is like, "You're over the meal limit for this week. You have to wait til next week when its restarted.(I have a five week meal plan)" So I say (ever polite) "OK, thank you." I walk away from the table and proceed to the bagel box and grab the only thing that ( Read more... )

But it's ok! I'm getting through ( Read more... )

I would just like to say that it's rather uncosher to not post audition results and keep people waiting a solid week after they try out for a STUDENT DIRECTED one act NOTHING play. Plus, the plays aren't even picked out yet! Lets get it together, people. It reflects poorly on your directing skills ( Read more... )

I don't know why I'm so fucking upset about it, I should be so used to shit like this happening. You'd think I'd learn to expect it, and not get my fucking hopes up.

I really must be impossible to love.

Lots of random, honest, thoughts on this wicked boring Friday night ( Read more... )

Said good-bye to my park kids today, just said good-bye to Katie. It's really hard leaving people, and not being able to see them for long amounts of time. Over time, people change in so many ways when you're apart...how can you be expected to maintain really long lasting, strong friendships with people who you're apart from all the time!?!? I hate ( Read more... )