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bOrEd.....jiLL tHiS oNe'S fOr yOu* [Jul. 3rd, 2004|05:56 pm ( Read more... )

i met these cool guys at union sq ( Read more... )

nothings changing, nothings getting better, hard times. depressing, pitiful times, and no dont feel sorry for me...anyone, its just the way things are right now. i talked to tai last nite, on im. i was on the phone with this kid elliot who so clearly reminds me of dominick. ralph is trying to hook us up. hes a pretty boy, who was the lead singer of ( Read more... )

wow i love the new avril lavigne cd, it rocks, damn im really commercial...thats a lite note ( Read more... )

me and tai are over...he did me real grimy, really grimy, so grimy that it takes too much energy for me to write it all down here, i will, but just not yet...its too much, i feel like shit, i hate everyone and everything, i feel this need to hideaway. monroe said i cudnt get a dorm. supposedly they started reviewing the jan apps for housing and now ( Read more... )

this is by far the worst day of my life...i dont even wanna talk about it. ive cried and cried. all i know is i hate tai right about now. i hate my dad. i hate just about everyone...oh and i just imed blake

~CiAo~
*Jilly*

i went to lees house yesterday. ines, ralph, jana, and ralphs cousin fernando was there. we got drunk...(rather tipsy) slept over lee's house and all is well. yeah ralph and ines had sex!...and i found out jana had sex too. leanna knew before i did. i mean im not surprised just...wutever. i had to go home. i cudnt wait to go home. everyone and ( Read more... )

so prom was yesterday, and i have to say, with everything. the good, the bad...it was one of the best nites of my life. first of all, my love was there (tai) and he looked absolutley amazing, and so did i, lol so we fit each other. my limo driver had no idea of where she was going half the nite, and all the stops we had to make we didnt get to prom ( Read more... )

if my life got any better,i'd die of shock