ok so heres a lil update. i went back to the city on tuesday nite cuz dad was going back and i wanted to see my friends. all is well and im hoping to see ines on thursday and chill and see chris and them on wed. not the plan. i ended up hanging out with dad on wed, being miserable thinking of how much i miss my friends. it sucked cuz everyone was ( Read more... )

so i finally moved into my apartment. and its exactly how i thought it wud be. im bored, by myself alone. ppl tell me theres so much to be grateful for, i have my own apartment, and iam thats true, but i cant appreciate the beauty for it. cuz one...its not really my own, my mom is basically owning it, i cant pay for it. and 2 i feel im not ready ( Read more... )

....i came back from camp after dealing with those brats. yeah campers and counselors. idk i love that place and hate it at the same time...i dont think i'll be going back there in a while. lets see wut happens ( Read more... )

me and tasha saw the all girl teen poetry slam tonite. it was tight! they had these amazing performers (ofcourse from urban word) to come up and spit there stuff. my 2 favorites were linda ching, and elizabeth something. they were hott. i was like omg i cant compare, but i said my poem anyway. first kiss. everytime i do that one, it sounds like im ( Read more... )

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i see USHER tomorrow! woohoo 7 am tho! i gotta be up in like 5 hours at 4, and im not budging. im such a bum

~CiAo~
*jilly*

today started off bad. i got into a fight with liv last nite. a big fight, where i know our friendship was questioned. she called me bitter and that really got to me. i basically shitted on every guy i was involved with and knew including dennis. i called him an asshole and she basically said i needed to stop and think about wut i was saying. that ( Read more... )

i forgot to say i went to New Orleans last week. i came back the 19th. it was awesome i had an amazing time. theres so much history and culture about the creole, african american ppl. culture, history i didnt even know about. we went on this city tour of new orleans and it made me proud. i thought yes! finally something for my ppl to be proud about ( Read more... )

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so today i got my hair did. i got it relaxed, rinsed and cut. can u say sore....yeah uhuh. i went with tasha to see tomas in his comedy show. yeah so ok it started at 7 and we got there around 7:45 so im like damn i hope we didnt miss him...(we missed him by the way)so im like that sux, but this will be cheap. $4 to get in and its like a 2 drink ( Read more... )