What do you mean "am I having some sort of emotional breakdown?"

clearly estrogen enduced

-jillian

I don't miss him because of how he made me feel in the end but I really miss that feeling of having someone to talk to all the time who undersrands me and talks me out of being self destructive and having like total meltdowns and tells me how amazing I am ( Read more... )

i dont want to be your confidant, i want to be your lover.

i feel like this journal has been six years of the same bullshit. im pathetic... and alone.

-jillian

I'm completely crazy and I talk to myself. Just fyi.

-jillian

nope.

-jillian

( i found this on lj secret. very close to home. )

what just happened in my current romantic life is the exact reason i stopped doing it before. i got rejected again. so really, ive come to the conclusion that im never doing it again.

i wont open up to anyone like that again. i refuse.

-jillian

Its really funny how you can be incredibly smitten by someone and then all of a sudden not be ( Read more... )

Sooooo I'm not even gonna lie. I am a little heart broken.

-jillian

I didn't know liking someone and having them like you back would be so complicated ( Read more... )