you know, I'm okay with this. which is surprising because I'm usually not. he told me today that he usually falls for the beautiful girls with problems... I guess I'm half that ( Read more... )

this just makes me so mad.

i dont want to have feelings for you but yet i do anyway and then i go off and start getting angry at things that normally wouldnt concern me.

i just dont know how to react to this situation anymore.

its not a safe place for me.

-jillian

why do I only like boys I can never have! he's just so nice and funny. he listens. he's an amazing person. but he likes girls that are not like me. and again, the story of my life.

-jillian

well shit...

-jillian

I'm at work right now and for some reason I just feel like crying ( Read more... )

shit man. I feel so self conscious around couples.

-jillian

I will never even have what she doesn't even want.

-jillian

It's a mask.

-jillian

I mean in theory id have a total crush on him. But I don't. And I think its maybe too soon or I'm just trying to focus my bored energy onto him or maybe I feel bad. I just don't know. But I do know that ive seen this so many times. He's great. He's funny. He quotes. He's cute. He's so nice it kills me. He's a hopeless romantic. Any girl would be ( Read more... )

OCALA- i am doing ultra cheap photo sessions this week ( Read more... )