I haven't had to confront guys about not wanting to date them in a while, but I think it sucks... You hesitate because you don't know how much they really like you and you still want to be friends. At the same time I figure its better to be completely honest and let them get over it rather than have them deal with mental traps or keep trying to ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want anymore... I know what I should do, logically it makes sense, but my heart clearly isn't getting the memo and my emotions have been everywhere as of late ( Read more... )

I know... most of you aren't Christian, but may it be a Merry day none the less ( Read more... )

Its been a year since she died. I keep thinking about something that was said at Kay Scott's funeral. One autumn afternoon, when her cancer was particularly bad she was looking out the window while her children were playing in the yard. Her husband came in and asked if she needed anything. She said that everything she could have ever wanted was ( Read more... )

So... Long story short, nobody reads this blog anymore so its going into retirement. It seems an awful pity since my life really has been exciting as of late. I have 5 weeks left of my internship. I have a new crush with a man so cheerful and good the first adjective that comes into my head is shiny. In a few months I'll be earning real money ( Read more... )

So I only have 3.5 months left of my internship. The three weeks I've been taking a 1.5 hour commute to SLC to do microbiology for 3 hours and then go another 1.5 hours back. Granted, taking the bus saves money but I feel like my day has been half wasted when so much of it is stuck in commute. However, there is the luxery of people watching the ( Read more... )

So you think you've gone on an emotional roller coaster... but this was a different sort of ride. It all started when I went camping last night. I had really been craving a good camp out and this was EXACTLY what I wanted. The weather was perfect. The spot was perfect. I ended up sandwiched in front of a bonfire on a log between two very ( Read more... )

Despite the fact that a girl passed out on a lab tour I helped Tuesday and a machine I worked with broke and things became crazy busy during Wednesday, I am still positive I made the right career decision. I am so content in the lab that I can't really explain it. All the exams and studying and stressful months of working my butt off really have ( Read more... )

My life is so good right now. Today I started my internship and it was basically the best work experience ever. I almost didn't want to leave, except for the fact that I was hungry and have things to take care of at home. I feel fortunate to have found a career that I love, that pays well, that will always be hiring, and that leaves me feeling ( Read more... )

So last semester I made up an imaginary boyfriend named Alexander Riley (After Alder Riley anomoly). Characteristics: He's tall, dark and handsome, has a chocolate lab named moose, is a med student studying pediatrics, wants to go to Africa to save orphans, and is extremely kind and funny. I figured such a man would be the most attractive man ( Read more... )