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so i'm starting to come to terms with mollys death. i think in general i deal with death better than alot of other people. i know many people are asking "why did this have to happen? molly never did anything to deserve this." and the answer is, that there is no answer. in this lifetime at least, no one will ever have an answer to why something like ( Read more... )

so i had written this huge thing explaining the details of my brothers bar mitzvah and mollys wake, but then i erased it ( Read more... )

what if everything around you
isn't quite what it seems
what if all the world you used to know
is an elaborate dream
and if you look at your reflection
is that all you want to be
what if you could look right through the cracks
would you find yourself
find yourself afraid to see?

i don't know how to write this ( Read more... )

wow.... looking back at some of those entries i wrote a couple months ago about love and shit makes me want to throw up.

so heres my much needed update, which i promised brittany something like 8 hours ago. i really think i'm gonna just stick to highlights, since it's been about a month ( Read more... )

so here's the update on my superawesome life ( Read more... )

i'm sorry, oh so sorry
can't you give me one more chance
to make it all up to you.