it seems to me that "maybe"
it pretty much always means "no"
so don't tell me,
you might just let it go

and often times we're lazy
it seems to stand in my way
cause no one, no, not
no one likes to be let down.

sooo what happened over break? got closer to my lovely friend tiffany, oh that girl is so funny. chilled w/ chris and justin, saw joe murphy in crackheadville i mean east rochester, started talking to JURDEN and WILL again. jurden just like IMed me out of the blue and told me he loved me, which i dunno i guess i can believe, i knew that he liked me ( Read more... )

ugh. the only cool person in this town is gone, in virginia or maryland or north carolina...i don't know.... somewhere far away, too far away during SPRING BREAK. so now i'm sad, and my lovely friend joe is still in europe, i don't feel like hanging out with stoners this break either they really are starting to annoy me. katie is poor and i have no ( Read more... )

time to update. hmmm whats been going on lately? well for the past two weekends i've been working all 4 shifts at infantinos. friday 5-9:30, saturday 9am-2pm and then 5:30pm-9:30pm, sunday 9:30am-2:30pm, PLUS like 10 hours a week at tim hortons. so yes although right now money isn't lacking, i'm so tired and seriously i can't wait to just get out ( Read more... )

you say you understand, you'll never understand
i say i'll never wake up knowing how or why
i don't know what to believe in, you don't know who i am
you say i need appeasing when i start to cry
but never is a promise and i'll never need a lie...

do you ever have those friends that you call only when you're really, really desperate? like, your extremely bored, and no one else can do anything, so your going through your contacts on your phone and your like, 'oh i'll call this person' even though you know that if any of the people you really wanted to hang out with were suddenly able to do ( Read more... )

so i have boy problems to the extreme. what with me and marco having PROBLEMS, me noticing nate when it's way too late, this whole ryan situation, carlton STILL talking to me, and nate bennett along with a bunch of other people thinking i want to fuck him (ew) i feel like i'm gonna explode ( Read more... )

oh my god. i love brittany lashae goss. i think i might have to stop hanging out with her because she makes me laugh so hard my stomach hurts. haha just kidding. wow we had so much fun today though. nate bennett had his hair in some kind of hideous braid, and britt said that he looked like the male version of pocahontas. it was just so fucken ( Read more... )

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oh my god. today i got saved by the bell on dvd, seasons 1, 2, 3 and 4!!!!!!!!!! and the new 50 cd! wow saved by the bell is like the greatest show that ever lived. also today i went to target and got lots of pretty thongs and clothes. and gum ( Read more... )