as the nights pass by. i stop and think all the time. where did that come from. never thought the one i thought i knew would do something like this. as the hours go by slowly i wonder why it all is happening this way. why its all going this way. as the minutes go by i really dont want to believe this is happening. that its coming back to this. as ( Read more... )

WELL TODAY AT CHEER PRATICE MY COACH SAT US ALL DOWN... THEN SHE SAID " THESE ARE YOUR NEW UNIFORMS" THEYRE SOO BOMB. THEY ARE MADE OF SPANDEX. IT HAS ONE FULL SLEEVE, AND ONE STAP ON THE OTHER SIDE. I LIKE IT ALOT... BUT I HAVE TO LOOSE WEIGHT CUZ IT SHOWS ALOT OF STOMACH. BUT ALL TOGETHER THEYRE BOMB. WE CAN ACTUALLY BREATHE IN THEM.. OTHER THAN ( Read more... )

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BLADEZ ALLSTARS PEN HOUSE TODAY 1-4.. IM SUPER EXCTIED!!

SO YEA WE HAD A COMP THIS WEEKEND AND YOU KNOW HOW EVERYONE IS STRESSED... WELL THAT DOES NOT MEAN YOU TAKE IT OUT ON THE CHEERLEADERS!!! I CANT BELIEVE SOME OF THE PEOPLE I WAS WITH. ARE THEY SERIOUS???? HOW MOTHER FUCKING IMMITURE??? ARE YOU KIDDING?? SOME PEOPLE JUST DONT UNDERSTAND SOME THINGS. DONT YOU HAVE RESPECT FOR PEOPLE?? EVEN IF YOU ARE ( Read more... )

so yea i have a comp tomarrow. but i cant see the person i wanted to see tonight becuase my teammates are coming over and it would be wierd if i was at my bf house and they were at mine. i am kinda stressed though. but my home girl alyssa had a solo and she went up against 27 other people ( boys and girls) and went to finals. they only pulled 3 ( Read more... )

wow what a random title huh!! got ur attention though. so anyway today and yesterday have been "good" life is behaving. so my mom and i went to the northridge mall and we went to the mac store and she got me the ipod mini i wanted which was cool. i was mad and sad and angry, well alot of mixed feelings because my mom is selling her 1968 chrystler ( Read more... )

the worst cramps in the world. spent almost the whole week with matt, which was great. had to go to pratice which was horrible. sometimes its like i just want to go away from it all. and on top of that i have pratice as we speak today. ooh well. im too tired to write and cheer is gonna suck today , i just know it. l8
jillian

it seems as though this weekend has jus flown by. with so much sneaking out. from friday to sat. i mean yea. but sometimes i get so frustraited i just wanna jump. and then i found out that i have a comp next weekend. and i dont really want to spend the whole weekend in san diego. damn. i wanted to go see matt but i dont know if thats going to ( Read more... )