So do you ever feel as if your drowning and just cant pull out? I feel this way. I just want to give up and die. I dont really give a shit any more. There are so many people in my life that are suffering on my behalf. My family, my friends and my husband. I cant do anything right. I cannot keep a marriage together, no matter how hard i tried. I ( Read more... )

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet and current street name) Ben Glennwood ( Read more... )

Hey, well it is official. I know that I made the right decision, but why is it that i feel so damned sad and hurt. I am dying right now. But if I go back I will be worse off. I now have no job, no car, i am living with my parents and i have $12 to my name. What in the hell am i doing with my life, where the hell am i going? I havent felt like this ( Read more... )

Hey, well the sad thing is, is that i am feeling unusually happy at the moment. Dan drew tha last straw last night and here i am at Jas and Chante's waiting to go get the trailer from my dad and say adios! I shouldve done this about a month ago, cuase i new shit would only get worse, but me and my stupid head who is afraid to be alone went back. ( Read more... )

Oh my god....ummm my life could not get any worse at the moment. You would think that New Years would be fun, but god damnit mine had to turn out terrible. It all started out with some nice roll playing with Dan, Chante, Jason, and Rob, and it was quite fun. We all went to Denny's and gamed there for a little while. Well at Denny's I could feel it ( Read more... )

by limitedbythesky

Jillian_e's LJ New Year Party (Now At Least 5% Politically Correct!)

Started : 01st January 2006 09:17:00 AM

Ended : 02nd January 2006 01:16:05 AM
Alco Money! : $ 430

Guests of Honour
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Hey well today my husband got a new car. My dad wouldnt co-sign so they had to do a first time buyer thing and he ended up with a grandma fucking car, and I get nothing. He gave me rules too. No smoking in the car, drinking, or eating. I have to ask whenever i want to take it. So there goes my freedom. He crashes my car and now I am being punished ( Read more... )

Well i got the news today my car is officially totaled. It is gone and dead and I will have him no more.....fuck fuck fuck, that kills me I only had him a year. But i get to go get a new one tomorrow, so i guess that is okay, but damit my god deamon....nothing can replace him....anywho gotta run

Well just when I thought that my life could not get any worse, more shit happens. But this time I lost something that I have worked so damned hard to get. Last night as my husband, his two sisters, his niece and I were on our way to Ogden for a Christmas party, we were in a car accident. The roads were so slippery my husband couldnt break and ( Read more... )

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