College makes me happy. So many things are different, but I've really come to love the change. I thought that I would be upset to leave high school, to leave all the people and things that were so familiar to me. I once lived for drama and gossip, it was my main form of happiness. I've moved on.

Don't get me wrong. I still love those people I've ( Read more... )

So... I've been trying not to complain as much. I'm not quite sure how good of a job I've been doing, but I'm still going to take this chance to vent a little. Just because.

THINGS/PEOPLE THAT HAVE ANNOYED ME THIS PAST WEEK OR SO
*Smokers
*Bike riders
*Traffic and bad drivers in Statesboro (even though I'm probably one of them)
*Rude people
*Moody ( Read more... )

I was reading all my journals from the past. And I am realizing the many different ways in which I have changed and also the things about me that have stayed the same. I said back in a journal right before this past school year started that I was done trying to make people happy because someone was always going to have a problem with my decision. ( Read more... )

Yep, we're graduating today. Exciting? Definitely. Scary? Yes. However, I am COMPLETELY happy to be leaving such a dumb school. These Effingham people have really become quite annoying with their close-minded thoughts and disrespect for their students. I mean, come on, how awful do you have to be to not publish an amazing poem just b/c it is ( Read more... )

I worry too much. I mean, not like out of fear (although I do that, too). I just... I stress too much. I know I do. This is actually one of the things that I love about myself. Strange, huh? Yes, I worry too much. And I turn little things into a bigger issue than they have to be. But it motivates me. It gives me some ambition. Worrying about an ( Read more... )

Hmm... what do I want to write about? Should I start w/ things that tick me off, or should I write a happy journal ( Read more... )

Ok, so far, the only college I have applied to is Southern. Now, even if I end up GOING to Southern, I don't want it to be the only school I even bother applying to. I at least want to apply to somewhere challenging just to make me feel better by knowing that I CAN go somewhere really good if I want to. I'm most likely going to apply to Berry, b/c ( Read more... )

So the preview show was today. It was interesting. We were supposed to take a picture on the field at 2:00 but as soon as we got out there it started pouring. And I mean POURING. We all had to run back to the bandroom, but we all got soaked anyway. It was pretty gross. So all of the core girls (and some of the guys) and all of the guard girls stole ( Read more... )

School starts tomorrow. That doesn't make me any happier, believe me. This is really the first year I'm not looking forward to. Which is weird, b/c I should be happy. It is my SENIOR year. By the way, senior pictures were great. Surprisingly, I had a lot of fun doing that. But those photographers are nasty. They hit on, like, every girl. I was ( Read more... )

Well, I made it back from camp alive. I really wasn't sure if I was gonna make it at times... It did get a LITTLE better I guess. Morgan and I made a friend. YAY US! His name is Eric and he's a really nice guy, from what I can tell. I will probably never ever see him again, but that's okay ( Read more... )