This year has had its ups and downs, but never the less I am happy with the person I have become. I am not going to sit and mourn the end of a friendship, because thats not productive nor is it healthy, I am going to move on and direct my energy on my future. Right now, I have alot to look foward to; another amazing summer with my best friends, ( Read more... )

List 10 things you want to say to people but you know you never will ( Read more... )

B e s t ( Read more... )

I'm the most happy jillaaaaaaaa!!!

for serious.. I am the happiest girl ever.

<3<3<3 (yeah, I can make online hearty-things too!)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

<3<3<3

I am at a disadvantage it seems in all situations. I escape from commitment, content, and I am beginning to recognize a pattern; it seems I am always running away from something. Dodging from things that matter most, swearing I am still a good person, convincing myself I am all together and at ease with the stupid shit I frequently do. It has ( Read more... )

1. What is your middle name? Drew ( Read more... )

Today, after months of much anticipation, I leave for South America. I wish I could be more optimistic, but this whole trip is really at a bad time. I had to re-schedual all of my mid-terms, I am missing two days of review, and I can't go to my callback for Pippin. I should really stop the complaining and be more grateful that I am going on this ( Read more... )

I wish my writing flowed out of me like a good song, eloquent and melodic to the senses. I want to start taking writing courses and maybe discover my inner voice this year. Yes! That is my New Years resolution; to become a better writer. Often, I find myself stumped when asked how I am feeling. My difficulty in articulating emotion usually becomes ( Read more... )

"The whole secret of existence is to have no fear. Never fear what will become of you, depend on no one. Only the moment you reject all help are you freed."

When I was nine, Michael and I ( Read more... )