I dont know why but i cant seem to keep a journal up anymore. There was a time i took my journal (paper) everywhere and wrote in it everyday at the cafeteria. Ani used to be all about the livejournal. I just can't seem to do it anymore.

Anyway, i guess i'm out.

Things have been ok, but not really good thus far. It seems a lot of people are more interested in the things i don't know rather than the things i do know. I'm getting drilled on european cities, capitals and countries left and right. Keep in mind these are first time conversations. It's not very fun for two reasons especially; one, I say ( Read more... )

haven't written anything in awhile. so i wrote.

jesus H christ. I am bored.

once again, suck your happiness and leave me here. so happy for you and just "that sucks" for me. i can barely type and a mention of sleep is being some unworthy soldier who can't handle shit. i was ready for action and on the first line. But instead here i am at home while everyone is deployed ( Read more... )

so i've gotten rejected and then sat immobile at work for what seemed like an eternity and i can't even get on line to check my email without having a tape measured stomach flash in my face. My my, leave me alone and just go away. If need be, then i will find some way to figure out how to lose my own weight without the "help", or really, the ( Read more... )

'i'm flattered"

i'm sure you are. In the meantime, i feel like shit.

another day. another person who just doesn't know how to drop some balls and face what's in front of them. and another who just doesn't know when to shut their mouth ( Read more... )

don't just leave
with your fingers on the keys
sitting like we've done
on the dirt by the trees

you've given no release
you're there in the breeze
oh, how you laugh
i try to swim in your seas

come wait with me
find your place in my skies
where planes shade our skin
and the clouds fog our eyes

i’ve grown so tired of waking to bricks ( Read more... )