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[jillxbob]

so.. as i write this i am a complete wreck. my nose is runny and my eyes are red. crying for the past little while. wondering what the right thing to do is... i know what someone is pushing me to do and personally i can't bring myself to do it.. it may be one less comitment but it's one that i am not ready to drop. selfish? maybe.. but i can't... i

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[diamondxduchess]

*gasps* omg.. i can feel your pain through this post.
it makes me sad.
thats it. Tomorrow (if you want) im biking into town.. and we will do something until 4 (when i work)
this is not cool.
my jill cannot be sad.

[britt_imissyou]

i hate it when your upset..it drives me crazy..why? i dont know myself but it does, because your always laughing and being crazy and when your down and its just..well sad i dont know how to explain it..i know i asked you what was wrong and you said you couldnt talk about it because it would just make you sadder and what not, but jill im always and forever here for you and please dont forget that, i wish i could help you i really do but i can;t..atleast i dont think i can..i have a pretty good idea who/what this is about but i cant be possitive about that. but things will be ok dont worry. everythings gotta be a complete fuck up before it ever gets to be ok. so dont cry it'll be ok. any ways i gotta go but im here and always and forever will be if you need to talk k?? dont cry.i<3yea my friend.
<33britt

[jillxbob]

i feel a bit ok now. but figures i walk all the way to your house to see you.. and you had JUST left for bancroft.. as if brit.

[britt_imissyou]

well atleast u feela bit ok..and yeah i got back home to my dads and curtis was like jill was here..she came like 5 minutes after you and your sister left. i was like..everytime i go somewhere that always happens..someone always comes.. but yeah im home now(N) but i think im goin back up to nannies on wed. or something..maybe not for sure yet, but she wants us to come back down wed. and i think we might [hopefully] woohoo any ways ttyl<3

[xxshiftyxx]

whoa!...... i'm very surprised here. i knew something was up when you came up to see me i was thinking about it the whole time i was out.. now i feel so terrible for not staying here longer so we could talk. omg im so sorry i feel like the worst person ever cause all i did was bitch about the fucking experience i had at work and yet your sitting there all misserable inside probally thinking gezze can she shut up please.. ok maybe you were thinking that but you could have been. we have gotta talk before i leave on wed. we have to. i'd call you tomorrow (sun) but by the time you get out of bed i might be leaving for my grandmas and ill be going stright from there to work. damn this.. i will be calling you monday cause i have to see you before i leave.. ttyl love you lots.. don't be sad. i will atleast call you tomorrow bye.