i've never been so confused in my life. I don;t know what is what anymore ( Read more... )

winter.... brrrrrr.. i know its not winter yet but im cold as hell lol ( Read more... )

so life...well..sucks.
i know i said i wasn't going to wright me feelings anymore?? well i lied.
he has a girlfriend.. yup.. a girlfriend.. after 2WEEKS.
2 fucking weeks.. ouch.. that effin' hurts.
yesterday just sucked.
a)it was suppose to be 6 months ( Read more... )

so life is well.. i don't know really ( Read more... )

don't you just ...
hate life..?
hate it when one of your good friends won't tell you whats wrong when you KNOW it's somewhat about you..?
hate it when the person you still have feelings for won't even attempt to start a converstaion with you..?
hate it when you know it's over but you don't want believe it..?
hate it when you wish your life would ( Read more... )

i miss him...and it's only really been on day ( Read more... )

so i had a pretty good weekend to be honeslt. accept a couple times. lol saturday was the best though.. idont feel like explaining it though. cz i know fr a fact zoe and melissa might do it lol... acctually i KNOW zoe and melissa will do it because they both had 'fun' lol. i had fun dancing:) lol but melissa is a super bitch for not dancing with me ( Read more... )

why can't i just forget... why does everything have to remind me of the past ( Read more... )

ah! im going crazy...
why doesnt he just end it and get it over with. he doesnt seem to care anyway...
why am i saying that.. i dont want to end it, i just wish it would go back to normal.

blah.

this is gay

i bloody hope eric is okay.. i should have helped him lie damn it

why do my feelings still exist...? huh!

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