So today was a "blah" day. I got a lot done around the apartment that I wanted to do but that was about it. I was so bored all day but I couldnt figure out anything to do. I didnt want to just go sit around with Ryan (nothing against him but I wanted to DO something). Tonight is this welcome home thing for some of our friends at church. I really ( Read more... )

 I need to spill my guts to someone........wish I could.

I have been thinking a lot lately and especially today about friends. I feel like lately they have been few and far between. Going off to college does enough to strain past friendships but then moving away from where you went to high school hurts even more. I never get to come home for the holidays and have all my friends there. I have to make a ( Read more... )

My parents are coming to visit today! Ashley is coming up too!! They were supposed to come next weekend and go to a basketball game but Dad has a last minute business trip and had to change it so we are all just going to go to a movie or something. I wish they were here already cause I hate just sitting here waiting on them. I guess I could clean a ( Read more... )

So I caught myself doing it again. Looking everywhere but to God for acceptance. From time-to-time I fall back into this trap. I am going along and everything is just wonderful and suddenly, I need reassurance that I matter to people. I start thinking that the value of myself depends on a man's perception of me, that I need to meet more people, ( Read more... )

I miss you. I miss talking to you. There is so much that I know both of us want to ask and want to say but we don't say it. I wish we could just be 100% honest and not hold anything back. There are so many questions we both have that I know in my heart will never be answered. I wish we could talk more often just about life. I like those ( Read more... )

Saturday night I got to go see Rascal Flatts! The Wreckers and Gary Allen opened for them. It was absolutely amazing!!!!

Danielle and I at the apartment- I look awkward cause I was about to fall over!


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