In five days i turn 23. what will my 23rd year of life hold for me? i've been loathing work for the last couple of months. the nursing i'm currently in is not what i want to do for the rest of my life. so many times in the middle of the night i stand in the med room or walk around the unit in a hurry at the verge of tears because i feel so stressed ( Read more... )

wooo hooo!!! flag day.... i have a test in 2 hours that i must get an A in. heh... yes one of those classes.... mann i'm such a bad student. everyone came out to hangout on tuesday and i was out all dayyy then i finally get home and i'm studying and i get a call to go to dragon house just to sit and hangout... and i was like i can't i'm studying ( Read more... )

So i've been really pondering this past week about going into teaching... elementary ed to be exact. it was just a thought and then i started talking to people and even inquired about a minor in teaching at one school in the east and found out once i finish my batchlor's it's only 1 more year to get a minor in early childhood education. Yup so only ( Read more... )

Thursday night was a sleepless night with pulling out lines and sitting with arla for 1 hour. We planned our trip yet didn't really know what we were doing, but we did decide to leave by 8. The next morning there was a employee brunch, all the co-workers took our Christmas picture and headed down for the cafe to join the festivities. There were ( Read more... )

Next best thing to a long walk with someone to talk to... writing in journal ( Read more... )

My first day off in four. for the past two weeks since going back i've been finding meaning in my life. when i went up i had a burden to find a home church here that i can actively be a part of and within the last week the Lord I believe has given me my answer: Pico Rivera SDA church. It's a very high possiblity that in the next couple of weeks ( Read more... )

This was by far the best couple of days I've had in... man... a long time. I was very hesitant in going cuz everyone's in school and busy and miss kristen flaked... But I'm glad i did and i miss it already up there... anywho here's my story ( Read more... )

I've had probably one of the worst weekends of my life. On Friday and Saturday I worked. This weekend I was assigned to work with one of the preceptors that kind of just leaves me alone to do everything. Which actually makes me really nervous and i tried talking to her about it one time and she ended up passing my meds for me as i read charts and ( Read more... )

I'm always excited when a new month comes around. One thing that excites me about it is changing the page on my calender. This is my birthday month and i always look forward to a the best picture in the calender for August. I remember one year i changed the calender to the month of june and it was Norman Rockwell calender and it had a girl sitting ( Read more... )

today i went to class. we had so much information that we covered neuro and respiratory especially. i felt so overwhelmed thinking how am i suppose to know all this.... i feel like i don't know anything. How can i be a good nurse if i can't help my patients if i don't know what their diagnosis mean how to explain things to them how to treat them, ( Read more... )