Helen and I broke up. Yet another (consecutive) relationship that I let myself give all my heart ended in us "just not working" (my words, not hers). What's wrong with me?
screw relationships. work on yourself and make yourself happy and then love and your perfect relationship will follow. you have a lot going on right now, focus on that and work on that stuff first
You don't even know who you are yet, Jesse. You are sitting in that house hiding from life, terrified of leaving and finding out who you are and what life has to offer because it might hurt. Well, life kicks everybody's ass, and then you get back up and say 'well, now I am a better person because I learned something from this.' Get out, get up, get moving, and discover yourself. Live your life! As someone told me recently, it will knock your socks off! It's an Adventure! Apparently one that leaves you without socks, but an Adventure it is! And who needs socks, anyway? :D
Also, Adventure doesn't have to be like OMG and then I went mountain hiking and got on a plane and then jumped out of it because there were SNAKES and then Bruce Willis ran into it with a CAR and we rollerbladed down the off-ramp into oncoming traffic and were picked up by hippies and taken to a commune where we discovered love under the ocean and moved to Atlantis!
It CAN be living in a little house and doing all the little daily adventures, like watching for Special Needs Groundhog in the park and almost getting your face bitten off by a raccoon making sure he's not tangled in a garbage bag. The important thing is you have to get out and do it on your own.
*hugz* Things will work out! They always do. Life kicks your ass, but it gives you lollipops afterward, every time. :D YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON LOLLIPOPS!
Been awhile friend, but if there's something you're 'missing' or something someone can't find in you, or vice versa, then it just wasn't meant to be in my opinion. Acceptance or not, or it has to be found elsewhere.
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You don't even know who you are yet, Jesse. You are sitting in that house hiding from life, terrified of leaving and finding out who you are and what life has to offer because it might hurt. Well, life kicks everybody's ass, and then you get back up and say 'well, now I am a better person because I learned something from this.' Get out, get up, get moving, and discover yourself. Live your life! As someone told me recently, it will knock your socks off! It's an Adventure! Apparently one that leaves you without socks, but an Adventure it is! And who needs socks, anyway? :D
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Pfeh! Pfeh! on that, I say!
Also, Adventure doesn't have to be like OMG and then I went mountain hiking and got on a plane and then jumped out of it because there were SNAKES and then Bruce Willis ran into it with a CAR and we rollerbladed down the off-ramp into oncoming traffic and were picked up by hippies and taken to a commune where we discovered love under the ocean and moved to Atlantis!
It CAN be living in a little house and doing all the little daily adventures, like watching for Special Needs Groundhog in the park and almost getting your face bitten off by a raccoon making sure he's not tangled in a garbage bag. The important thing is you have to get out and do it on your own.
*hugz* Things will work out! They always do. Life kicks your ass, but it gives you lollipops afterward, every time. :D YOU ARE MISSING OUT ON LOLLIPOPS!
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