also, adam was outlawed when i was born.

i am bartleby. i would prefer not to. i understand that there are consequences to my actions, and that i will have to deal with them. but i am alive in this moment only. the future does not exist, it is an act of imagination we learn to embrace, it is something pleasant to meditate on while performing actions we would otherwise not choose to

i'm constantly struggling against an almost overwhelming current of apathy that continuously threatens to wash me into threadbare oblivion. and it simply never looks or feels like i can make any significant progress, or that anyone else is even slightly strained from the effort, let alone finds this stretch of existence as arduous and tedious. so ( Read more... )

i see a storm bubbling up from the sea...

and it's coming closer...

i go to the movies by myself. it's not something i tell people, they usually think it means i'm lonely or depressed, and in turn they pity me. but me? i feel sorry for them. i feel sorry for anyone who thinks going somewhere to sit, listen and watch, explicitly not talking to whomever you're with, is in some way a social event. a good movie can ( Read more... )

'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves did gyre and gimble in the wabe: All mimsy were the borogoves, and the mome raths outgrabe.

i dislike clutter. it's how i was brought up. if you have something you're not using anymore, you get rid of it. sell it or donate it to someone who doesn't have it, who needs it more than you.

WTS: 1 superior intellect

you know you're not supposed to do it. you've been told not to, and it doesn't even feel like something you should do. but still, no one will know. and what's the harm? it can be your little secret, your brush against something beautiful. but once you do it, once you reach out and touch the butterfly's wings, there's no turning back. the beautiful ( Read more... )

so wait. bin laden attacks the symbols of world trade and finance. 6 years later the world economy collapses.

just because you call me paranoid doesn't mean they're not after me.

feel like i've had enough of what you said,
and i won't bother the rock that your under.
got freedom from myself for another day,

another day.