There is alot going in my my life, yet very little still ( Read more... )

Sooo..... I went to try to go into graphic design and didnt get in.,... Now i am a part time student... But.. yet i am not bothered... might be the fact that i have a girl friend now... Whom i love so much ( Read more... )

Yea... I have no idea what my purpose is right now for anything... i do not do anything for thw world, i have nothing to offer... and i have no talents to strive on..

I have no idea what i want to do for a career...

I am lost, and every so fast the sands of time are going away...

soooooo little is happening with my life right now, my mind is so much in a reality world recently... i blame my brother for it ( Read more... )

The first Memories this morning were of a Dream i had.. an interesting Dream at that ( Read more... )

Again its a nice cool day today, the air flows and blows agisnt the trees.. coming in circulating in my room. I take a breath, its refreshing to me... I put my hand into the sun light, my hand starts to warm up from the sun rays, i take a sip from my coco Cola... and that... coco cola taste is asorbed into my mouth... but other then myself.. who ( Read more... )

Finaly got going on some work... its fun doing it... sad though i never complete one project of mine >two more days and my friend Kim is coming down, or three if she is coming on FRIDAY BUT then on Saterday my Friend Beth is coming down to say hi.. well to say hi to her boyfriend, but hi non the less ( Read more... )

Old roommate, and his girl Friend came down to visit me... and as i thought, he was behaving ( Read more... )

Well, found out my friend isnt coming today...
Didnt even call, even when she said she will..

I planned that ill start looking for a JOb on MOnday..

i, just dont feel like doing anything now..

Shouldnt feel down as i do..

Just do, :/(

My gosh i am so hurting right now ( Read more... )