ya i know it's been a while sense i wrote anythin on here, but that's cuss i got a myspace now, not like any one read this anyway. but if you did, and you want it, my myspace is jimmy, thats it for live jurnol.

lifting oneself from a miserable state of mind ought to be easy even by sheer willpower. i wrench myself out of the chair, walk around the table, loosen my head and my neck, drive fire into my eyes, flex the muscles around them. work against any feelings, exuberantly greet A. if he turns up now, amiably tolerate B. in my room, inhale all of C.'s ( Read more... )

things keep looken up, and it's a welcom change. i dont' think i've changed, i'm still the same old guy underneath, i'm just looken at things a little diffrent. i guess i'll give it a try for a little while. but all in all, i like it. as i said, things are looken up, and the view is beautiful.

todays been pretty good. didn't do shit, and that might be why it's been so much better. it's not like it really matters. just, tired i guess. got nothen better to do then blankly star at a screen. so i'll do just that. listenin to music, great pesamistic music. nothen helps a bad mood like spreadin it. looks likei 'm about to bwe done doin ( Read more... )

new years was awsome, it was great. i had alot of fun. ate dinner with family, which was really good. and spent the rest of the eavining with some one that i really care about. i had alot of fun and i hope that every one else's new year was as good as mine.

yep, i'm back to bitch again, that seems to be about all i use this thing for. not been a good day. not at all, and i really wana get outa my house, but all my friends are either outa town or doin somthen, and i don't wana be a burden. so i'll just site here and stew. and make you guys read this of course. but fuck it, cuss this isn't maken me ( Read more... )

so, yesterday was christmass. and it was great. got lots of cool stuff, went back to sleep, and then went to have dinner with melissa's family. it was a good time. i'm gald i got to go, and i had lots of fun. i wish every one a merry christmass.

wow, today was really weird. lots of stuff happend, man. anywho, ask if you want to know. other then that it was ok. gota do the chorus show tonight, workin it. and also gota get my astronomy work up to date, sense it's due tomarow. so, talk to you guys later, till then.

well this weekend was intresting. saturday morning wasn't to good, aperntly i was pretty indisposed. made an ass of my self, and didn't get my stuff done till late. but whatever. sunday, i got to hang with justin, and then went to cheburger with friends. that was intresting too. this whole weekends been weird, but ya know, take it for what it ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of this shit. why can't the shit i bury stay underground. they always dig them selves back up? are there even any bodys left in my damnd grave yard? i meen shit, i really gota start killing my problems alot better. so, i had a really intresting conversatin, if your wondering what sparked this whole thing, and it pissed me off ( Read more... )