let's take a poll: Do I want to move to California beacuse,

A) The Bay Area is somewhere where I could see myself living and being happy?

B) I want to get away from all my problems over here?

C) *other*

Im going to Cali for a week!!!

wow, i havent posted in a while...soooo much has happened...

ok...im not going to deny it anymore...i am an alcoholic...so where do i go from there? I like to not feel; its great. idk anymore...

What a day...what a gamut of emotion...

I think i suffer from Craziness...yes, that sounds about right.

someone should suggest this to Romann for a new warm-up!

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i dont think i have ever, in my life, been so enveloped in chaos. i havent a clue about anything anymore. ive never felt so lost and alone. i always try and take the advise i give other people, but it never works. i am just a hypocrite then, arent I?

fucking great!!

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What the heck is it about sabre? why will i have to spin the wretched thing?? i am kinda excited about it, but not the pain...lol. as long as there are no blade tosses im good. =p