Jadeo. I hope that practice today goes well, and i hope that we do good. I hope that Debinman doesnt get mad at me. Shit i just hope today goes smooth.

Sometimes when you see someone else doing really good, instead of being pushed to do better and wanting to do better, you kinda just feel like shit and want to kill yourself lol. Go figure ha

Texas is trash.

Texas... Random. New life. Not sure if I'm ready for it. Missing everyone and everything.

July 31st, I fall off the grid. Yep. i'm gone.

blah.

I don't wanna be anywhere, with anyone, doing anything. What is it about me that says "I'm gay." I'm not even remotely gay. Is it because I like dressing nice? What is it? DO i need to wear big ol baggy clothes? Do i need to say "Yo" in between every fucking word? I hate society. Period.

At All.

Floor.

I ask myself:

"Self, what did you do with your life before Facebook and Livejournal?"

No answer has come to me.