I love you with all my heart.
I hate that it has to be this way.
I hate that you have to be gone for a year.
I hate that our lives are basically on hold.
I hate that everything these days makes me emotional.
I hate that you mean so much to me, but I seem to rank so low on your priority list.
I hate that you can't be here to hold me and make ( Read more... )

Ok so...since the last time I updated ( Read more... )

I watched my friend get in a car accident and total his car a few hours ago. Let me just say, it was a very bad experience that I hope I never have to do again.

*So...today was my birthday ( Read more... )

Prom is going to be soooo awesome this year. I found the PERFECT dress, when I put it on I feel like a princess. It's a deep pink color. One of those that match with either pink or red. It has jewels on it and its way poofy and it has a small train. I just love it so much. I decided that I'm going to get my nails done this year. Probably shouldn't ( Read more... )

Ok so basically...I finally got a job again. I now work at Pizza Hut in Rita Ranch. Yes, I know like everyone and their mom works there but I don't care cuz it's a job and a job equals money which I need. Anyway I start tomorrow at 4. I can't believe how easy it is to get a job there. But I like it.

So I feel as if a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders...

Enough said

You know what's the hardest thing in the world? When you realize that your best friend isn't even the same person as you once knew and loved and spent every waking moment with. But now you never see them because somehow, just somehow, they became too good for you. And it's not even a small change...it's a complete change, like you never knew the ( Read more... )

So basically today I went with Jimmy and his mom up to Scottsdale, to see the Scottsdale Culinary Institute campus. Its was fun until everything became a reality. After Jimmy's interview and him completing the application, paying the $95 application fee...he talk to the admistions lady. He's basically already in and he'll find out for sure tomorrow ( Read more... )

So I basically just hate my life and I'm tired of everything. I really don't want to be living most of the time and it sucks. I've been so depressed lately and I don't even know why. But I really do hate it, I always feel like shit but act like I don't when I'm around people just so they won't ask me 25 million questions. And I'm just tired of it. ( Read more... )