I'm tired of overspending on my credit card. TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I finally decided to update. I had avoided looking at my last entry for so long because I thought I was really fucked up when I wrote it, but I guess I didn't say anything too incriminating or embarassing ( Read more... )

I'm extremely bored right now. I wish my aim worked or I was drunk enough to wake people up with a phonecall. Tonight was too weird. Too many parties falling through and too many sketchy people. I wasn't even going to go out tonight but I hardly do anymore and I have the day off tomorrow so I caved in. Stupid me. At least I made it through 12 ( Read more... )

it's so not fair that I have Wednesday off but nobody wants to do anything :-(. I'll just sit home alone and brood listening to "The Wall ( Read more... )

So, long time no talk. I was just thinking how I check this out everyday to see what my friends are up to, yet I never update. Well this is my time to shine. Long story short, I'm not happy. I work 45 hours a week at a mediocre job that pays me well...if I were living in a city half as expensive as this one. I got a raise and a promotion in ( Read more... )

I guess it's been a while, but life's decent and I can't really complain. Got a promotion at work so now I won't be just barely getting by anymore. Haven't really been going out that much lately...I'm kind of over most of the people here and just going out and getting drunk in general. Speaking of which, new year's was okay..kissed a cute girl ( Read more... )

Sooo...work isn't that great. they keep everyone a little less than 40 hours so we don't get benefits, and Trying to implement the "7 selling steps" there is almost impossible when your talking to europens who know little to no english skills. So I'm still looking for a second job, or just a better job in general. But in the short term working ( Read more... )

I'm sure you've noticed I haven't posted on here in a while. It seemed like all I was doing was posting a bunch of negative shit when I was depressed...most of the time deleting it the next day...but that isn't who I am and I don't want to portray myself like that on here. Anyways, I'm doing great now for the most part. I've mostly been posting ( Read more... )

So I don't post in this thing much but here's a quick update. It's 7am and I havent slept yet. I feel horrible. I talked to my parents for like an hour at 6am. I've been through this all before and I'm not going to do it again. I won't do that to them or any of my friends who care about me. Sometimes there's just no one to talk to.

It's all falling apart. By my own volition. I cannot wait to die. Can't you tell?