its only the first night and i miss her alot. alot more than iv ever missed anything. i hope she feels better and has fun while shes up there. i love you lauren! im so bored right now that im going halfway crazy.lol. jamming out to techno surfing the net. i just watched like half of the movie goodfellas- which is a classic. crazy movie. makes me ( Read more... )

i got my tonsils out and i am in pain! this is the second day and i still cant talk or swallow food. i didnt know it was this bad getting your tonsils out. so i think im just a big pussy. i cant sleep cause it hurts so bad! and they didnt give me any pain medication, which is wrong. i could definitely use some. prom is today, and beileve it or not ( Read more... )

well. havent updated in awhile. cause lauren is so tight. i love riding 125s. o yea. so much fucking fun. im getting one and getting rid of my 4stroke. to many tickets, probably going to jail sometime soon. only for a bit though. hopefully not. how did i ever get so lucky to have her? better than winning the lottery it is. for sure. i love her. i ( Read more... )

hardrock is the best track ever. i learned no footed candybars. i suck. i love lauren t and bmx. lauren really likes yellow skittles.... alot. p.s- only in the butt. christmas is soon yay. i work with yocraig again, also with my dad. laurens foot is almost touching my happy place. nipples. james anthony snow has the best sex ever.

fuck. i really need a sportbike. everytime i see one i get these crazy feelings. im pissed and sad that i dont have one anymore. riding that sportbike was my life and im not giving it up. i am going to get one somehow. but anyways. almost got shot the other night, that was an experience. lol. me and lauren watched the grinch, which was fucking ( Read more... )

she is irresistable. everytime we look at each other i cant help it, i just have to touch and kiss her. i hope she is having a good night at work. i cant wait to see her after work ( Read more... )

im a gay cowboy. (lauren is gay)

i really need a bike. its been 2 whole days without my bike. its so hard. atleast i still have someone wonderful in my life. someone that everytime i see i forget all of my problems, or anything that bothers me. god she is fucking beautiful. i love her. i love how she understands, i love how she helps me out, i love how she helps my best friend out ( Read more... )

im at laurens house right now. i battled the wind all day on my sportbike, i hate the wind. dudes from sunsports cane over and we shredded on the fifties. im getting one next week, i cant wait. roulette party was the shit, laurens costume was so awesome that im gonna have wet dreams about it for the rest of my life. o god. i was a gay cowboy last ( Read more... )

i just wrote a pretty big entry and i got kicked off before i could post it. lol. but i think im in love