I tottally forgot I had this thing and for some reason thought I deleted it. I guess I didn't ( Read more... )

If everything we loved and everything we felt was a vast emptyness that could not be filled with love nor corrupted with hatred and nothing was all we really knew would all that is dance gaily into oblivion or would the empty provide an inner peace and fullness ( Read more... )

Have you ever been sitting around naked eating pastrami. Me neither thats just too fucking weird.

Wow I haven't updated this thingamajiggy in awhile ( Read more... )

I highly recomend everyone pick up a copy of 1984 and reread it, or for the first time read it. Don't look at it and think "Wow thats a fucked up world, good thing it can never happen." Because that isn't the point. The point is the small things that when you pay attention to the attitudes, the forces behind, and such as that you will see it is ( Read more... )

I want a hot woman, a can of whipped cream, 14 condoms, a flogger, restraints, and three hours to put them all together in any way I want. Is that too much to ask ( Read more... )

I am sick, life is good. I am working on unsicking myself, not my mind, I like my sick mind, just the dumb ass cold that everyone on earth seems to have. I thought I was in some sort of a plauge ward at work listening to everyone coughing and on the verge of death. It was one of those special super busy days at work where if you miss work you get ( Read more... )

I'm alive, I'm well, I'm looking into the future with hope ( Read more... )

Life has only one conclusion. And in its time it is beautiful even if it is hard to say goodbye at times. But still you must because holding on to those who are gone will do them a disservice, and your own life an injustice. Hold memories dear with a smile of joy, and not a pang of loss. The essense of life is change, and to fear death is to fear ( Read more... )

Could it be? Am I actually happy? Briefly at least. I am generally in good spirits with bouts of seriousness these days, and ofcourse the latent wants and frustrations of life, but in general I am in a splendid mood ( Read more... )