Today has been the worst day. I am more than likely not going to be able to see someone very close to me ever agian, and I just found out my jail bird grandfather has prostate cancer, and I guess its pretty bad. we dont know too much yet.
It just really, really hurts.

Friday we went shoe shopping at the mall, I had a really good time. I got a new pair of chucks, I forgot how great they look when they are new. I also got some smell good and free underwear at victorias secret. OH and I got to build a bear, it was really cheesy but it was fun. I decided not to dress it up, I really didnt like any of the bear cloths ( Read more... )

My problems with amanda have gotten worse ( Read more... )

Timmy is my cat.. well he is mine now, My sister Elizabeth brought him home awhile back under the understanding that as soon as mom got moved, Timmy would be moving there. Well we all knew that wouldnt happen. I have become very fond of him ( Read more... )

I have been dreading this for quite some time now... But I knew it was going to come up sooner or later ( Read more... )

Look it up... and then you will know what I mean.
Mom just called me to let me know that she is at rockfest.
And I let her know how much I hate her!!! hahaha.
She said that she saw michelle crowed surfing.
And after the concert we are going to her house for her Big 21.
Kick ass.

This week has been really hard. Everyone is still pretty messed up about mema patty.. yesterday would have been her 63rd birthday, So we had a family dinner at happy house.. Everyone seemed to be doing better, well except for mom and greatgrandma. But I think that after the funeral on saturday, things will start to get easier ( Read more... )

My grandma Patty has been in the hospital for a week... Well she went in because she thought that she was having a heart attack, But after the heart specialist assured us that it was not a heart attack and it was not her heart... they found that she had a severe blood infection, and lung infection. They had to put her on a resperator, and a feeding ( Read more... )

she thought she was having a heart attack ( Read more... )

I AM QUITING MY JOB!!!!!!