so, the other day i was feeling out of sorts, and i started to read my old entries from the beginning, more out of curiosity of what i had written than anything else. it was really wierd, brought back a lot of memories i hadnt thought of in a long time. just finished today though, and i dunno. reading it all kinda made me feel better. but on ( Read more... )

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so yup, the naked run happened today. if you dont know what that is, its when the first rain happens here at santa cruz, and at 10 at night people start running in this path across the campus. naked. pretty much it. not somethin i particularly wanted to see either. and no, i didnt run, i wasnt in the right mindset. i did prmoise myself that if i ( Read more... )

something needs to change, this is killing me

sittin around with nothin to do. well, nothing that i want to do i suppose. have a midterm tomarrow, but since i got a b on my last one, i think im just gonna procrastinate my studying till tomarrow morning. mebbe not go to psych. i dunno. my core teacher is on crack. came in talking really fast and somethin random this morning, and then said we ( Read more... )

last night, office hoes and ceos party with the ski and snowboard club (where most people join just for the parties, like me). got rolled at 10. came back, and kept the party goin in the dorms. good times.

FFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. fuck me. fuck alarms not goin off on time. fuck the bus system. fuck the class not being. fuck the ta eatin in the dining hall. fuck the dining hall. fuck rice milk. fuck shitty food. fuck some asshole and his filtered water. fuck this cough. fuck fat black bitches and their umbrellas. fuck ( Read more... )

so, as i sit here drowning my existence to musici glanced out my window and was reminded that it is slightly cloudy today. its those big dark clouds, just hanging there, and thats when i remembered that i havnt seen rain in a loong time. and with that i realized that i miss winter, and i suppose the memories i have tied to it. but at any rate i ( Read more... )

today was one of those days where all the little things went like they should. the day wasnt inparticularly great, nothin special happened, it was just a regular day without any of the unnecessary hassles that arise when the small things dont go right. but ya, im content for the day.

tech n9ne is fuckin awesome. crazy ass hell, but fuckin awesome. for those who know, he played psycho bitch, imma tell, slacker, a bunch of others, and im a playa at the very end. it was fuckin crazy. oh man, and all the people smokin everywhere, it was crazy.