Goddamnit, Rule 34. Why'd you have to hit Minecraft? I did not need to see a female creeper, complete with curves and boobsicles fapping. I HATE YOU.

It's weird. I measure myself by how good of a person I am. If I feel I'm a bad person, then I deserve to take laxatives and starve and purge.

Today I went to McDonalds to get food to b/p on. Outside was a homeless veteran who needed money to get a hotel room for the night. I got my food and pulled over and asked him how much he needed. He said he ( Read more... )

Alright guys. Come at me. Dean/Sam or J2 fic. Best of, good communities, etc. GIMME. NOW.

Tomorrow - trying again. Calling a counselor. Seeing if I can get counseling through the school or not. I need help with my depression and my eating disorder. I can't keep doing this to Ryan. I can't keep withdrawing from friends.

Please wish me luck. I have a terrible suspicion it will be difficult.

i'm going to make a filter for people who don't want to hear about Ryan and also a filter for my eating disorder.

Let me know which ones you want to be on. (Drew, I'm adding you automatically unless you say otherwise to the Ryan filter :P)

Lately I want to post something on here but I can't because I'm afraid someone will forward it to my parents because they think I'm acting like a spoiled brat and blaming my parents for something that they don't feel is their fault.

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I'm very sorry to anyone I triggered last night.

I got my second loan for this school year. I'm getting 11,000 each semester which is a lot but means as long as I am able to get the class schedule I need next semester, I can graduate in Spring.

For anyone who is decent at making animated gifs, could you make me an animated icon of him trotting around?


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