Almost a year. When will the hurt go away ( Read more... )

hm.... sex and fire smells way better than sex and candy

when am i going to stop crying about her...

she fell asleep in my arms...

we both woke up after midnight and she wouldn't even ask me to stay the night...

what the fuck is wrong with me? why do I keep doing this to myself?

argh! fucking mixed signals!!

christmas without her....

Tonight I was reminded to choose hope over sorrow

I really am lucky in so many ways... lucky to have old friends who support me from afar, lucky to have new friendships to develop, lucky to have an amazing family and a fulfilling job and lucky to be handed such an opportunity for growth.

Thank you.

indulgent anger and pot therapy

feeling lost and lonely and worried.

things are so complicated right now.

god I don't want to lose her.

Help!

My little sister recently came for a visit and I'm afraid that growing up in upper class, white suburbia is finally messing with her mind. We were listening to a story on NPR about apologizing to the Native Americans for killing their ancestors, taking their land, generally fucking things up, etc and her only comment was "Well I don't ( Read more... )