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i'm a gigantic piece of shit.
i only manage to surprise myself more and more every day! -
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This time last year, I was so happy. Smiling nearly all day, every day.
Now I'm just okay. Smiling occasionally.
Better than awful and crying constantly, I guess. -
Week 51????????
I checked to see roughly when I started eating better/working out/losing weight, and it was around the 11th/12th of October last year. So this should be about week 51 right ( Read more... ) -
Week ?? - yes it is
Gosh, I haven't updated this in awhile! Nearly 3 months, wow. Well, I've only lost 11 pounds since last time. I was off the GET HEALTHY WAGON for quite awhile. Only this week have I managed to get my shit in some sort of order. Only 2 pounds away from 100 lost ( Read more... ) -
Week 27 - huh..
-2. Kinda surprised me but I'm relieved.
unrelated, it's been 2 months since then. i should stop being a fool.
i miss being happy. but then i think.. did i ever know happiness to begin with? maybe happiness is not knowing. not experiencing. being the fool. -
Week 26 - Half Year Mark!
+1! Oh shiiit. Well, a nice 85 pounds for the half year mark. Not bad, i say ( Read more... ) -
Week 25 - フルコンボだドン！
-1. I'd like to drop 14 in the next week but that ain't happening, lol. i may be able to get 3 or 4 though. Just gotta step it up! -
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i got really angry at work last night and tore apart pallet wrap with my bare hands and punched some jars of pasta sauce a few times. and then i started breaking down the pallet at unsafe speeds in unsafe ways. and then i was hyperventilating ( Read more... )