DAMMIT STRAIGHT TO FUCKING HELL IN A FUCKING HAND BASKET

so i was reading this astrology and it's scary when a book knows you better than you could ever tell anyone. me adn casey (my new gf) were looking at each other. man, leo's sound so fuckin cocky, even though we are

god i hurt. i try so hard to move on and all i want to do is be near her. all i want is for her to love me again. god my heart aches from this and i don't know how to shake it. she shows no signs of caring for me and yet i'm in love with her. and it sucks because we did share our love. she was my life. argh

i had my heart. why am i the only one hurting. why am i the only one dying inside. i talk to other girls and all i think about is brittany. i do stuff and all i think about is her. i walk all day and think about her, and i hope that sleeping will help me escape my pain, and all i do is dream about her. she doesn't care about me. she lies to ( Read more... )

so, i start at patrick henry on the 28th. they have like a week long orientation so i really start like in march. that means i have to crack down and do my work quick if i want to graduate early. all their work is at your own pace, so if mine is super speed i can get out late april or something. i mean, only 3 months of work. idk, oh, and i ( Read more... )

so...things have changed a good bit since i last posted. i pushed brittany in hall, it became like an international incident and i have long term suspension (as of now, may change if my father has anything to say about it). i'm also probably going to go to faith academy to finish up. idk. oh, and brittany, since i pushed her, she broke up with ( Read more... )

akward today. i didn't hang out with brittany, but i went and saw underworld evolution instead...BAD IDEA. $|_|P3R B4|) ||)34!!!!1!!! man i had a horrible time, and then, i got invited to this drug fest over at a past piu (pump it up) emplyee's house. that's just it, all drunks. no fun. it was muy lame-o i must tell you. i had a bad night.

fuck

For those who read my livejournal, i got a letter from Georgia State...I got accepted!!!! ROCK!! i'm really happy, i'm so freakin glad i got in. all i have to do is to send my transcript after i graduate in may. after that, i can register and get my housing. so, ya, you heard it here first

writing entries for me is like stabbing myself hundreds of times with a plastic fork. i can keep trying and keep trying but i never quite master the perfect technique and never break through into new ground. i don't know, i really don't think me and my girlfriend fighting is that interesting. or that me and david disagree on the way people ( Read more... )