Indecision

[jithera]

Life has been interesting, lately, on the emotional front. Every single day that Shane goes to work, I am clear-headed and know what I need. When he comes home, I'm back to needing him like air. I don't understand myself, and it's fucking frustrating

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[jithera]

It really is. Things feel a bit better today, now that I know he won't just up and walk, leaving the girls and I with no means of support, but the emotional stuff is still...not good.

I've gotten to the point that I'm not sure I really care if I see another day or not...and that's really hard to admit.