long ass time since i updated...I've been in a stress center for about 3 months on and off ( Read more... )

Yeah, so Kameron called me fat today, after school i went home and like balled my eyes out and i just couldnt stop crying...I felt so pathetic.
Im nothing but a stupid fat cow..

i just need to fuckin commit fuckin suicide..or cut..i need to cut..NOTHING IS GOING FUCKING RIGHT..omg..i hate myself

k thanks bye

hey, sorry I didnt update for a while..But yeah anyways..I must be on a plateau because ive only lost like 2 lbs and i cant get past this weight thing..Im so ugly, I need to lose this horrible fat..

everyone tell me how fat i am pls...it gives me motivation!

MaCisUzaNN: i love you!
AjRamos23: oh well im goin 2 miss u
whiteguywitups0: janet, i love you
SoCAL 09 SC: i luv u
nippzizzle: o..i love u

^^ alot more people said it to

Sorry for lack of updation.Okay so here's the scoop,Last Saturday I went shopping (dropped like $600 bucks) for new school clothes and other stuff..I'm gonna try to take some of the stuff I got back because they don't really look 'MK' && I barley got any stuff that portrays to her style..Like I saw this really cute shug but I stupidly passed it up ( Read more... )

I FAILED...IM A FAT COW. MATT WAS RIGHT! I only made it 29 hours and then i fuckin went to the fridge and ate like 4 bites of soup,4 gummy life savers, and a drink of soda. I HATE MYSELF...if i dont lose 10 lbs by next Friday, I'm going to kill myself! END OF STORY ( Read more... )

I haven't eaten in a whole 24 hours. My internet friends gave me lots of support threw it when i was getting really hungry. I walked rite up to the refrigerator and grasps the handles and told myself "food was not my life" "food is not my weakness" " you want to be thin,so dont give in" "hunger pains actually feel good" and right now im kinda like ( Read more... )

Okay..Im on hour 4 of my 72 hour fasting.68 more to go. Im filling up on water && no cal. juice.I still feel like a gross fat cow.I hate this.I am supposed to be going down to Kentucky to see Taylor and I really dont want to go looking fat and gross...SO I WILL LOSE 60 LBS BEFORE CHRISTMAS OR I WILL DIE TYRING!! I will update later to tell more ( Read more... )

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