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[jizzmo]

I am so self-loathing and hateful of myself today, I really want to stab myself a million times and watch myself bleed on the floor before I pass my last breath. I hurt the one person I love the most in the world... because she thinks that I have forgotten about her and replaced her. I could never... I have just found someone to pass the time

Comments

[chaoshadow]

I want one too...

Grr

[chellez437]

Not allowed damnit!

Re: Grr

[jizzmo]

Well, Im going to do it anyways.

[korisia]

okie, time to hide all sharp objects. dieing is not the answer man... just think of how much she will be hurt if you die...

[talisan]

shes right...i have no words for how id feel if something happened to you...

[jizzmo]

Would it honestly matter? You think I forgot about you anyways, and also think I replaced you... when you dont even know the whole story. Nothing matters anymore... Maybe I"ll just slowly drown like my father did... *shrug*

[talisan]

yeah it does matter...i dont care if i know the whole story or not...i told you i am here if you would like to explain it...my post was a reaction to what i did know...it wasnt meant to hurt you...i wrote it to keep from hurting myself...i dont care if you think nothing matters...you matter to me and i love you and regardless of what you think i think or what you dont care about i still know i love you and i care about you very much...its just that simple...