omg i totally forgot i had this LOL. been a long long long time. hehe

why is it that at the mention of your name, i get sad? why is it that these feelings that i thought were gone are fighting their way back to the surface? you've been on my mind alot lately and i dont know why. i miss spending time together just goofing off and having loads of fun. why are thigns this way between us? i dont understand..

Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU ALL MALES! i'm sooo sick of them i'm sooo done with them. never again will i give a male any kind of affection, let alone the time of day! FUCK YOU ALL!

why.. after almost a month of not talking to me and making rude gestures to me in game.. did he decided to start talking to me and say this ( Read more... )

was playing EQ this morning, one of shaun's friends asked me to help with a mission, he was boxing (playing 2 chars at once) shaun's char and playing his own. jokingly i told him to dye shaun's char's robe bright pink and make his last name Thepinkwonder. shockingly he did.. and well i took a pic and laughed for a good hour. Read more... )

so like i had this dream last night about shaun. somehow i ended up living back in elyria, across the hall from him. he had a new roommate apparently, and it was someone i knew, and he was payin me to clean their place. at first it was fine everytime i was cleaning shaun wasnt there, then one day while i was cleaning he came home earily and freaked ( Read more... )

well i failed my driving test again... she said i was on the curb, again, when parallel parking.. she didnt even look... she said i did the turn around wrong... said i wasnt looking before backing up.. wasnt using my turn signals when pulling out of a parking spot.. WTF!?

well its all official now... he broke everything off.. he put me on block... he said i was being a child, and playing with him cuz i couldnt get ANOTHER 400 dollars to send him. cuz apparently he says he didnt get the last 400 i sent him. nice to know that everything me and him had at the start was nothing and based off fucking money in the end. ( Read more... )

*sigh* just keeps getting worse...
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