i should just give up on letting my hopes get up... shaun cant come visit now cuz for some reason his bank account is in the neg. and he dont know how. i was looking forward to seeing him again... and now i probably wont... this is really sucking... i cant keep doin this rollercoaster of having my feelings go up and down all the time =/

o..m..g... i found out around 3am that shaun is coming down to visit TODAY... omg i soo have alot of cleaning to do...

( survey )

well i took my driving test today. the bitch failed me. first she said i didnt look both ways before turning right onto the street, which was bullshit cuz i did. then she said i was driving too fast which is bullshit cuz i was going 25 in a 35 zone, then 15 in a 25 zone. then since she didnt feel a jerk when i stopped at a stop sign i "rolled" it, ( Read more... )

nice to know that the fucking postal service screws people over... i managed to get shaun the money to help him out so he wont lose his place... sent it to him.. and he hasnt gotten it... nice to know some fucker at the post offices steal people's mail. it cant be that fuckin slow... doesnt take a fuckin week to send mail from kentucky to ohio. i'm ( Read more... )

so i've been practicing parallel parking for my driving test on friday, i'm sooo nervous lol. doing alot better at parking though, so i'm happy. things between me and shaun are getting better. think he misses me, he is talking to me alot more then he use to.
( survey omg )

i cant see how this can get any worse... i found a way to get him back, but i cant get the money for rent to go back :(

i emailed shaun to see if we could still be friends and try to explain to him that i wasnt trying to screw him over and that he would have gotten rent money if he didnt kick me out ( Read more... )

well shaun knows that i plan on leaving, and he is pissed that i wont give him rent for march till he finds a new roommate, he said i'm fucking with his life, and he is kicking me out. how nice. he is giving me till he gets up tomorrow to leave. which isnt really possible. my parents are beyond pissed at him. they have to drive over 4 hours to get ( Read more... )

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