so i know i haven't updated in awhile. things have been really busy. i've been focusing on schoolwork and trying to graduate. I can't wait to get out of high school. i mean there is like a handful of people i'll miss but we'll still keep in touch.  So for the beach trip samantha, mary,and i are going for three days and four nights. i still haven't ( Read more... )

This is just a quick update because i don't have much time to write.  So yesterday was my birthday....i'm officially legal! I got $225 and a $25 gift card to ULTA!!! OMG i can't wait to go shopping. Babe bought me a PS2 and 5 games. I had a cookout and the weather was amazing.  Everyone showed up and i really enjoyed myself.  My brother called me ( Read more... )

Things have been going okay lately. I'm excited that i'm graduating in like six weeks.  Mary's definitely coming down, and we're having an amazing beach trip!! This summer will be good, me and babe are going to North Carolina for like a week and we're going on a beach trip too hopefully. Family issues are a little egey..i'm not going to get into it ( Read more... )

i've done a lot of crying lately. A LOT!! not because i'm unhappy but i am sad about things....i'm sad that my dad never listens.....i love him, but i don't agree with what he does and especially how he goes about doing it.  So i have a pretty shitty van, but hey it's MINE, and lately it doesn't feel like it.  He yells at me, in front of Josh, ( Read more... )

As if i didn't know i have the best boyfriend ever, he did the most amazing thing for me friday. First, i puked in his jeep ( the thing he is like obsessed with) on the way to his house and i started bawling because i was sooo upset that i had just dont that in front of him let a lone in his freaking jeep.  He just rubbed my back and told me not to ( Read more... )

Okay so today didn't start off so good: A friend ( im not sure i should call her that seeing as we don't really hang out anymore) got mad at me for a post i made in livejournal and she knows who she is.  The first thing is when people are mad they need to vent and i used this to vent, it wasn't meant to be taken to extremes, second it was awhile ( Read more... )

I love spring!! well without the rain.  It's soo nice outside. So i haven't updated in forever.  I still haven't heard from Longwood or VCu yet, but i still have time.  Grades are doing Okay.  I'm suppose to go apartment shopping with josh and his mommy tomm. that should be fun. oh and I GOT A VAN! hahahahha i hate vans and the whole soccer mom ( Read more... )

I'm so ANGRY!

So i've decided fuck it.  i have no friends, except for josh and i can accept that.  Well, maybe samantha and britany.  I'm just really pissed that Maggie made me feel like shit for hanging out with my boyfriend and then when i tried to make up for it she faked on me.  She's been yelling at me the whole time i've been dating josh that ( Read more... )

          I haven't written in a long while. So i'm going to make my valentine's thingy brief for those who hate the holiday.  My bf is the greatest! He bought me a diamond heart necklace and sent a dozen and a half roses to my school with a stuffed animal. I'm so lucky to have him. His mom always tells me "don't lose him, there aren't many men ( Read more... )

So high school is suppose to be the "best four years of your life"....HA high school has been okay, and it did have its moments but i seriously hope there is more out there.  School blows, my math teacher sucks at teaching and doesn't know it or maybe he does and is in denial. my english teacher is obsessed with giving us wayy tooo much work and ( Read more... )