my uncle had a heart attack.im really scared and all i can do is sit here and wait. why do the WORST things happen to the BEST people?

ask me if im happy. nothing in me is happy. everything sucks...i love it!

so ya some friends of mine are really cool. old habits die hard i guess...love it...

CHRISTMAS IS COMING!!! and i cant wait but im soo stressed at the same time...i pretty much got everyone on my list something but ack...still others...so frustrating..and i saw my old friend dan robine from cresson today it was realyl cool i was glad and dignan, so cute! haha vbut hows it going for everyone else?

....i miss him so:(

-love, Jenny

okay so today is one of those days when you just wanna curl in ball, hug a blankie, and just bawl. sometimes i wonder how i made it this far at all. i hate trying and getting no where. i cant take life sometimes. i seem to be too small and fragile for such a big thing. i dont think i can try anymore...i dont have the energry to.

ack. life. everything summed up in four little letters. I am like seriously reaching my breaking point. its hard ya know? being as weak as i am. i break down over every little thing now, its like anything and anyone can phase me. sometimes i walk in this dazed world, where nothing is real and everything is good, then i sanp out of it and i get such ( Read more... )

okay so how is everyone doing? what do you guys think about this school year? i think it is one of the worst yet. i hate how mr. fisanick constantly picks on me and yells at me for everything. i dont believe that it is fair that he lets everyone else get away with things but NEVER me. maybe its just my awesome luck. i dont know. i NEED a vacation ( Read more... )

so school is going great...only minus the great part...everything is stupid and i hate it. i wish i could change the world for everyone. i'm sick of school. completely and utterly and im so tired of being the dissapointment only not at the same time, because everyone seems to expect me to fail.i dont know what to do anymore. and i am sorry. i am ( Read more... )

tears are too familiar in our loved ones. everyone makes me sad. think about old times. think about now ( Read more... )

okay so i just typed this whole long thing and somehow i lost it so ill try and summarize i guess. the seniors are graduating and it tars me apart and i cry everytime i think about it. i miss being friends with so many people and it makes me soo freakin sad to see and talk to someone that i used to be super close with when deep down i know that we ( Read more... )