Tomorrow may be the last First Day of School of my life! Oh my God! How weird is that? So sad. But, on the positive side, I have a few key people back in my life again who I have missed much more than they know... more than even I knew, I think. Being around the people I love makes me very happy. Things are looking up ( Read more... )

Forbidden love. You fucking bitch. I hate yo ass.

It's the most surreal thing. College graduation is soon coming upon us. I went to the "Senior Sendoff" last night to see people from my class who are leaving for Los Angeles after Winter Break. I saw so many faces from the past. People from the fifth floor freshman year. Old crushes that I'd all but forgotten about. The Castle kids. People ( Read more... )

Why is it useful to know your "Type ( Read more... )

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Things around me are changing. It's painful. I feel a lot more on my own than I have in years. This time I'm not angry to be alone, but a bit scared. I think this semester will end up being one of neccessary personal growth, even if it's not the easiest or my favorite. I'm being distanced from so many people right now. At night, I feel ( Read more... )

I guess I feel kind of royally fucked up. And I don’t know what to do about it. I haven’t the motivation to do anything about it. I just want to lay and watch movies and eat and not see people and feel sorry for myself and experience all of my emotions through that television set. Oh wait a minute. I think that’s called clinical depression ( Read more... )

So Ryan is back and its already as if he never left. Adele is leaving in one month. I am going to miss her like madd. But I guess that's part of growing up ( Read more... )

toastychocolate: whoopsie daisy

Can anything be more depressing than having a crush? Well, yes, of course. Don't get me wrong, I'm thankful that that's what I have to be depressed about. But can I just have a moment here ( Read more... )