The trap is set in this whirlwind. Divided by faith and flight ( Read more... )

It's all a plot for a daring escape. Riddles laid delicately at your feet ( Read more... )

It's eyes filled in green. Can't see through this haze ( Read more... )

There's a certain calm about this cold ( Read more... )

Anyway O gotta a new job. And that's cool. Cuz a bitch like me needs money. What for? I'm not exactly sure. Oh yeah bills are outta control. Anyway I haven't talked to Ty in two days and that's fucking with my head. But if it ain't one damn thing. It's certainly another. Went back to work yesterday and this big mouth bitch, Julie, almost ( Read more... )

My brother [Eric] has lost his mind. And he's trying to take my mother with him. I can't stress over it anymore. I don't have any kids. I knew that my mom would call evenually. I kept telling Ty that I really needed to call her. And she kept telling me to. And I kept putting it of. And Ty asked me today had I called her yet. And I said no ( Read more... )

Don't ever say I never tried. Don't tell me I was consumed by pride ( Read more... )

I hate my uselessness. But it's being usleful that I hate even more. That you know, that any moment you could pull the flesh from my bones. It's not so hard. I guess you thought I'd fight. Surprise I';m just going to ssit here. And yes it's your punchingbag. I don't even cry at night anymore. My tears are crooked from wearing grooves in my cheeks. ( Read more... )

Today's my birthday. Bought myself some new shell toes. But Icia's birthday party is tomorrow so, things are overshadowed. Botrid of Ty for the weekend. Played a naughty trick. I'll probably stab myself when it comes back around. Because you know....Alicia Keys....karma. Anyway can't find my Patches. Sadness. Work. Alright. Star finally ( Read more... )

So things are never meant to be the same ever again. I can;t figure withch of these sins is greater. The lying ones that curse my tongue. OR the abominable ones that curse my life. The ones that made me unfaithful and dishonest. Or the ones that deemed me lustful and sexual to begin with. Neither answer offers any solace now. Neither explanation ( Read more... )