LIFE HAS BEEN AN F**KING BLAST!!! i have been having so much fun with everything. i really like the way things are moving in my life. it is like all the pieces fit and i have found a spot. i'm not stressed and i have been in the best of moods. i feel like i am on top of the world. i have found no reason to look back on thoughts that kept me down. i ( Read more... )

Texas won the rose bowl!!! tonight was a good night i had so much fun, got me thinking now, if only i would of known what i know now... i don't think i would of messed things up if i would of known how to play the game, Xs and Os, it is a game of Xs and Os, i could of come up on top, to late now i had my chance and i couldn't compete now even if i ( Read more... )

i had a pretty good christmas and i'm back in el paso
hope everyone had a good one as well

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lol it is funny the way things go...i hate when people don't even get what you are saying and don't even try to see your side. it is like they are speaking a language that you don't know. it is rude. lol i'm jk but i hope you see my point and at least get to know more about it before you start assuming what i'm doing. gosh can't talk about anything ( Read more... )

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things have been great, got my 6th concussion lol!!! i'm not stressed about applications anymore but i still have some more to do. my grandparents from dallas are coming back today for a day or two so it will be nice to see them again. i want them to get their dog winston out of here. he has gotten worse as he has gotten older. it is funny to see ( Read more... )

today was a very good day i really did have a blast. man did they beat the shit out of my arms yesterday. i'm 18!!! every class went really well i had alot of fun. i kinda got an upset stomach after lunch but it went away quickly. the homecoming pictures finally came in, amanda and i got the biggest package it came with three large ones and two ( Read more... )

well i wanted to show a friend this but she seemed to of given me the run around and was indifferent on what i wanted to show her, so fuck you 2 asshole, lol. it is ok i have more than one person to show and i'll keep out of your way till you need me ( Read more... )

today was a good day, i got on Ms. McCarthy's nerves today. it was a fun day. track practice was alot easier today, i'm starting to really get in shape.

i already feel as if i lost you, i don't know what to do anymore. i don't know if i should push away or try to pull myself back in. i really hate how i do this to myself.